Xander Reed Lowe

Our darling Xander..oh how we miss you so much!  Bubby and Sissy really miss playing with you. Hunter is always asking when you can come home? This is a hard question for mommy and daddy because we know that you can't come back...as much as we want you here it will never happen...

Sweetheart, It's been 2 months but seems like only yesterday since you left and X-Man it kills us more each day that you are gone...mommy wishes with all her heart that things would be different and you could be with us once again. Daddy misses you little man...more than he will ever admit to.  Until mommy, daddy, bubby and sissy see you again we know you are resting well and are watching over us....We love you!

Your family!

My Xander man,

Just a note to tell you that you are never ever far from my thoughts!

Love,

Mommy

my sweet little buddy. a day doesn't pass that i don't think about you. it seems like i just saw you yesterday and stuffed your rosey cheeks full of cotton candy to send you bouncing home for mom and dad ;) i love you baby boy and hope somewhere or sometime we can be buddies again...i miss you everyday. love and with deepest sympathy libby. one day you'll all be together again

Xander Man,

I miss you so so much...everyone does. Life seems so bare without you here with us. Every day I wonder "what if", or "maybe if this happened" the little things like that could've changed what happened. My head tells me you are better off but my heart desperately misses you my darling....Until we meet again...mom will always love you!

Love,

Mom

My Xander (as your sister says), baby boy, you are never far from my heart and thoughts. I miss you more each day. Everyone always comments how well we seem to be coping but really honey we are a mess on the inside.  We are rejoicing for you that you are HEALED and do not have to battle that awful Cystic Fibrosis again. I often wonder what you would be doing today "if" you were here...probably enjoying life with your brother and sister. I know they miss you so much little guy. Mommy wonders continually if there was something I could have done differently as a mother to change it all. I really hope that someday I will know that I was the best mom you needed while here but for now I am left here without you and to wonder the "what ifs" Xander sweetie I miss scolding you to get out of the dog food, or the cabinets, and even the toilet..LOL.  My heart feels so empty without you. I miss all the little things like watching you sleep and the milestone markers you were doing like your drool filled kisses. Even momma's arms ache from not holding you anymore.  I can only pray that you are resting easy and can breathe now sweetheart. Until mom gets there to see you again, watch over us! I love you always.

Mom