Xander Reed Lowe

Well your pediatrician called today to tell us that your autopsy results showed that you were a much sicker lil guy than even she knew. Your CF was much more advanced than anyone ever knew. You were such a brave warrior never giving into that disease until your little body couldn't fight it anymore. I only wish any of us knew how bad it was Xander, we could have helped you fight harder against the CF. You are a very special little angel to all of us and you make us proud everyday!

 

We love you!

 

Mom

In heaven there is an army of angels that watch over and protect us. I know you are watching over mommy ,daddy your brother and sister. In your short life you were special and had a lasting impact on many people. We will miss you.

One month...It's been a month since you left us for glorious heaven. We miss you so much. I really don't know how we made it a month let alone the rest of our lives but for you I will try and make you proud.  Proud to know me as your mother! Christmas was hard without you but we know you were spoiled in heaven by grandma Lowe. Please give her hugs from us, and we know she is alright just as you have been healed! Praise God for the blessed healing for you lil man but I must say momma misses you and will for every day without you.

Love,

Momma

Dearest Baby Boy,

First, Merry Christmas sweet boy! You aren't too far from mommy's thoughts today or anyday for that matter. Tomorrow will be one month that you left us for heaven above.  Lord knows, we miss you more than any words can say. I wish that you could have been here to open presents with your brother and sister this morning. We know you are having the best Christmas in heaven - healed and happy now. We did think of you as we opened the gifts that Santa left. Mommy could not help but think how much you wold enjoyed opening presents - ripping all the pretty paper off. Oh baby, I miss you so very much. I wish things had been different for you baby. What I wouldn't give to have you back with us! My own life too! Sometimes I even feel you close...give grandma a hug for us.

I will always love you lil man!

Mommy

X-Man: I miss hearing u in the mornings saying Daddy daddy. I miss coming home from work and not being able 2 do anything but holding u 1st and if I didn't do that u would cry until I held u. What I would give up just 2 have u back ...would everything that I own. I Miss u alot and more and more each day.   I hope u r having fun with Grandma,Max, Baylee and the rest of our family in Heaven. I LOVE U Xander Reed Lowe X-man X'Lo. I Love and miss u all Xander,Grandma, Baylee, Max and the whole family 4-Life