Xander Reed Lowe

Well here I sit missing u, Momma(Grandma)& Baylee hoping u r having fun with the family and i know that Max (Boxer dog) is playing with u and ur sister Baylee. It is not easy x man going on with out u here each day I think of what it could be if u was still here and I still do that with Grandma and,max & Baylee but I know that it will never be the same any more with out u 3 and Max. LOVE U 4  4 LIFE      

1/06/10 - Xander sweetie...we all thought of you today as we took your brother and sister in for their sweat chloride tests to see if they too have the nasty CF. I hope they don't...momma doesn't know how she is dealing with losing you and your sister let alone the possibility of anymore kiddos...

 

Wanted to say you are always on my mind baby...loving you forever!

 

Mom

You know I am very proud of you my sweetheart ...last night I took the time to chat with our online CF family (cysticfibrosis.com) and let them know how you have helped children even after your passing.  They are very proud of you too! One member asked to use you as inspiration to other CF patients to remind that even with CF they too can be an organ donor and how important organ donation is on this Earth of ours. Mommy of course gave her permission. In a way lil guy, you will always be alive not only in my (and daddy's) heart but through the children you have helped through your own passing.  Organ donation is one decision daddy and I will NEVER regret. Like a phoenix, you darling have risen through the ashes to be born again (in another way..through organ donation.) We love you always and forever!

 

Momma

Xander sweetie,

Happy New year in heaven my darling boy! I remember last new year (2009) when you were so little (only 3 months old) you were sleeping peacefully as the clock struck midnight. This year (2010) I was with your brother and sister as the clock struck midnight but you weren't far from my thoughts (seems like you never are sweet boy) and I wondered if this year will be brighter for our family? Losing you was the hardest thing your dad and I ever had to go through. We will miss you until our time is up here on Earth and we can join you once again...until then sweetheart...please watch over us!

Love always and forever,

Mom

December 23, 2009 - Aunt Shelley and Sissy (Dakota) made you a snowman today :) She made for grandma Lowe too :) Baby, we know you would have loved the snow! Bet you and Grandma are having fun in heaven!

We love you!