Xander Reed Lowe

As we approach 7 years without you, mommy can't help but wonder what a young man you would be. Your brother wonders if you would be that extra buddy to play football and your sister just wants someone to play with. We all miss your chubby face! 

Xander,

Mommy is struggling baby...I miss you more than words.  

My little angel, its hard to believe that its been almost a year that you left your mommy, daddy, Hunter, and Dakota to go to heaven to be with Jesus. I remember the day before(Nov 25, 2009) Aunt Shelley came down to watch you because mommy and sissy had an appointment. We played on the floor for awhile,then I got up off the floor and sat down on the couch,and you climbed into my lap and fell asleep. You looked like a sleeping angel. About couple hours or so later, Mommy and sissy came home,you woke up and started playing with sissy on the floor. I got up to leave and you followed me to the door and started crying I told you, "Xander, Aunt Shelley will be back on Friday ok? I told you I love you" ....Little did I know that was the last time I would see you. Then on Thanksgiving mommy calls me with the news you went to heaven...you are free of CF.... Someday..Aunt Shelley will see you again!

9/14/10~ Today is your 2nd birthday (your first without us) Lord how I miss you my baby....Look for balloons today from us to you in heaven...

Hunter will eat a piece of cake for you ...what a good big brother huh? He misses having his lil room mate and pal to play with as does your sister someone to baby and take care of.

I know writing on your website helps mommy heal and not miss you so much some days and others it helps mommy with my grief over you not being here.  Are you still watching from heaven? Sometimes I feel your presence so I think you do check on us...at least that's what I think...

Happy Birthday sweetie pie...

We love you!

Your family

8/20/2010~ Maybe because your brother and sister are starting school soon and I will have to deal with 2 days a week with no kids do I feel like you are on my mind...I still can't believe you are gone sweetie...

I love you,

Mom